*NISSY*

I have not been keeping up with this but this is an attempt to try….again.

There is only one person that I wish I could be and thats my cousin. I guess I never realized how much I looked up to her until I was older. She is a born leader who takes matters into her own hands and gets things done… the right way. She is an artist and even though her room looks like the work of someone with OCD, i still think its pretty amazing. She is a great cook.  She can cook something without even knowing what the heck she is doing and it will still turn out to be amazing. Sweet, kind, and beautiful she will be the a pharmacist in four years. <3  

its been a while…

I had to think about this for a min. but i got it :)

Okaay…so i wasnt around for long. You were the only person i could genuinely call my friend back then, even though we had our momments. It was nice seeing you a couple of years ago you looked so different. I guess i changed too huh? I really wonder how close we could have gotten if i hadnt left. <3

reeBOOO!

:) sorry i couldnt make it this year. I did want to see you, but i didnt plan or anything. That could be one reason i didnt make it. Thanks to you i heard all about what happened at this years conference. Come back to texas sometime cause i do miss you.

to my dearest, im so glad that i got to meet you….i want you to know that you MADE my summer….that one summer when all cam crashing down. You didnt even know that you were making me feel better. You made me LAUGH which is a big deal… I had the best time of my life and im gonna hold you up to the promise that youre gonna come here one day with lots of love

We met in 6th grade..i thought you were overly nice and really smart. Such a sweet girl. Then you moved away and it was sad. REALLY sad. When you came back, it just wasnt the same.  I guess i could blame it on how we both  had changed and didnt really get to talk. I do miss the old days  steph <3

heyy…you know if we just got one opportunity to sit down and talk for maby 10 mins things would be better between us. Im really sorry for being…i guess childish back then and the crap that for some reason continues even to this day. I dont mean it and i heard youre a nice guy…well heard and seen. Thanks for being a sweety. I dont think i will ever get a chance to really talk to you and get to know you but i hope that one day this awkwardness will go away.

I dont know, even to this day, if you did that on purpose or not. What were you thinking? Maby i just refuse to believe that you did it on purpose. You always seem to have an answer..but so does the other bestfriend. You could have ended it there but you came back to be “buddies” again. Why? it shouldnt really matter since we dont talk anymore…or maby that will change once summer ends. The past feels like a dream..the good and the bad.  I read somewhere that you dont stop loving someone or you never loved them in the first place…what will it be?

well i already talked about grandma in one of my other posts soooo who shall it be?

ahh i guess you…since i been thinkin about you lately..

okaay soo you know the only reason i talked to you was because i thought you were soo cute! I also thought you were asian. :D  Im not exactly sure how we ended up talkin but before you know it we were talkin and joking around like old buddies. I still remember that one day when you randomly picked me up and carried me to class..It was soo random. you didnt even know how i would react to that cause we werent THAT cool. i miss you..and youre smile and how you would shake youre hair away from your eye.. <3

I miss you soo much! remember when we used to talk ALL DAY? i do..those were the days. Now we are both grown and i havent changed very much from then, but i hear you have. Even though we talk sometimes I wish it could be what it once was. It was so much fun,but something i have realized is that even if you try to recreate the past..it wont be the same EVER. How much ever you try…Your memory will always be the better version. I do hope that we will start talkin again <33

TO THE PEOPLE THAT ACTUALLY SPEND THEIR TIME AND READ MY CRAP. I KNOW MY WRITING DOESNT ALWAYS MAKE SENSE… :)